FREAK OUT!

I need to get a grip... for some reason I feel totally off... I feel like splurging, I have no willpower. I want sugar, sugar, sugar! Yesterday I went crazy and had 4 cupcakes... I need to stay away from cupcakes... today I can still save the day... I have 13 points left.

So far I've had:

1 Reese's Cup - 2 pt
1 Cupcake - 6pt
I'm counting a 1/2 Tamale but I actually had it yesterday but ran out of points yesterday so I'm counting it for today. So that's 2 pts.
As soon as I'm done here I'm having a WW Shake with 1 cup fat free milk so that's another 3pts.

I went for a 20 minute walk so I earned a point. So that leaves me with 13 points left.

Okay, now that I wrote that out I feel a little better. I think I need to catch up on my water and just try to calm down. All week my water has been off. I don't know why but I feel anxious. TOM is here so that might have something to do with it.

(pause: taking deep breaths)

On to funner news... Diet Soda Diva's Holiday Challenge - 2008! So far there are five of us pledging to stay on program through out the holidays.... anyone else wanna join us? We're going to do this and kick butt during the holiday season. I'm excited. Ideally, I want to get together some nice little packages to mail out to the particpates once the challenge is over or maybe even during the challenge. I don't want to say too much until I have everything together. But for sure the real prize is the weight we're going to get rid of!

I just realized I'm less then 3 pounds away from my 15 pound mark. Then after that I'll be at my 10%. Thinking of these things gets me motivated. I'm excited now...